...good luck to you. .. We all make our own decisions and choices in life; and ultimately, we have to live with that.
Do not let any of us discourage you; we were ALL in your position with YOUR PERSPECTIVE before we came to this forum for support.
If you come away from this forum with only one idea; let it be that you should continue to educate yourself and keep your mind open; if you feel that the teaches of the Jehovahs Witnesses will benefit you and your loved ones--by all means pursue it.
Frank